Shall I love a guy who loves playing computer games more than spending time with me

shall i love a guy who would rather spending time in playing computer games than being with me? every rational mind will say No. girls won't be satisfied to accept that her own position in her beloved guy's heart is lower than some computer games. At least, in my world standards, it's too pathetic, and i am happen to be that pathetic girl.
more than 3 three years now, not short, sometimes it really takes a long time for me to know another individual well, and also know myself well, and to know if we still can walk along the life road together or not. People say,you only find out the real him or her when you two truely live together as a couple every day, facing each other every minute.
I don't really know what's the problem between us cause the crisis, or maybe I should say what's the problem with me since I am always the person start the conflicts firstly. Guess, I am just too critical, and too sensitive, and too demanding...by nature, so can not help it, it is just can not be stopped. I expect too much that he can not offer. I feel so sad when the things doesn't go as the way as I want it to go. I start quarreling, I start fighting, I start yelling, shouting, giving him troubles, no any piece of quiet, totally going crazy in a way as a woman can go, as if i am trying to push him to the controlling limit on purpose, intending to test his bottom bearing line in our relationship...Do I actually want him to sayfirstly that we are over? Since I probably would never say it myself firstly. I don't think I have the guts to end it because the relationship between us really means a lot a lot to me. He is my half life, having half of my soul. he is everything to me sometimes when I get emothional. he is my feeling caretaker, he is my emotion depending , he is my spirt supporting...to over us is like doing suicide to myself. Do I really have the guts to really do it, to put it into practice rather than just saying it as the way to get the steaming anger out? I have no idea, it is either the idea on the surface, or deep from my heartNo, I don't have that guts yet. Although, I also understand, sometimes you have to kill yourself, because that then you can get set free, having a new life after. I just have no idea, if the another new life is the life I want, or just another life I am not satisfied about again.
I don't know if i want to get married with him or not anymore, which is one of the most top listed thing i used to have been expecting for long.
we become chicken ribs to each other now, tasteless to chew but unwilling to throw away to be wasted.

Jacket,make girl looks like lady

I like the last one, the most. Armani Collezioni is my cup of tea.

platform again

I love the colour of the shoes. Blue shoes always look stunning to me. However, just one thing, platform is really difficult to walk around on street, because whenever it has small stones on the road, the platform is going to twist. I got several nine west platforms, but seldom have the chances to wear them...I could dance with them on the dancing floor,but not walking. Hilarious...better just sit, and that's not what shoes are for.

Jacket,a way to dress smart-Part I

As long as temperature allows, I would always wear a jacket out of my dress. I believe a fit, fine-material jacket makes the girl looks classy. I love to have all the jackets,and never get tired of buying new jackets.

Hardly look back

It was five years ago, and it is totally in asian standard fashion style. Only the black dress will never get dated. I can't believe I just bought another same style black dress a few weeks ago. So many years past, I still hold my old perference.

I love strapless

I used to think skinny girls are not suitable for strapless style, since it won't give a filling feeling at the top, now I totally changed my opinion. It's no shame to show a small chest, and actually it looks even better.

Fruity leg wears, the power of the colours

It really feels nice when I could ever see girls dress in colourful stockings with woolen dress in winter. It makes me smell the spring out of it. I always think stockings,leggs, and all the other leg-wears have function of leg shapping, so when they are colourful and fruity, it really works a big hightlight on the whole body.